I woke up this morning simply unmotivated and lethargic, not due to anything physical. Slept a wonderful eight hours. It is a sublimely beautiful day. And yet. Here I am, sipping a cup of tea wondering why I feel so…defeated. I crave a day alone. As an introvert (who can subsist for days without humanContinue reading “The Collective Subconscious Malaise”
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It’s been a LONNNNGGGGG time.
Let’s see. The world is an insane ride. What have I been doing all this time? I’ve loved, lost, grown, and become complacent. I’ve written drafts of three novels and am querying and revising, while drafting a new one whenever time and creativity allows. I’ve seen wonders of the world and places I never imagined.Continue reading “It’s been a LONNNNGGGGG time.”
Here we are
In the interest of saving my friends and family from the daily onslaught of my various musings, I decided to try my hand at blogging again. I also hope that this site will be a platform for my future writing endeavors–maybe some samples or chapter teases, who knows? So here we go. Hang on. ItContinue reading “Here we are”
An Old Flash of Story
Caught Between the Sun and Moon The cold earth would not remember him. That was left to me. Alone, I sat on his grave; bewilderment and anger filtered through packed soil. A dirt fractured voice, I heard, betrayed by flesh and desire. His one true love lay between us solid and silent, encased in steelContinue reading “An Old Flash of Story”
Parole
In a room inside a government building in Waterbury, CT, members of my family and I once again faced the man responsible for the deaths of my mother and aunt. We sat on a side of the room, perpendicular to the long table where the three members of the parole board sat. At the frontContinue reading “Parole”
I’m Back.
It’s a new year and I felt it was the perfect time for a new start. So what is my intention with this revised platform? Well, I have to admit, after lots of soul-searching, self-depreciating thought, where I questioned my purpose, my desire to write, and fought with my inner narcissist, I decided to letContinue reading “I’m Back.”
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Pony Possession
After much thought and consideration, I have finally concluded that the recent issue between Tucker and I is entirely his fault. Was it only scant months ago, when the sun was warm and the days were long, that I laughingly mentioned my “racehorse’s” lack of motivation? I made fun of the fact that a MorganContinue reading “Pony Possession”
Popping in to Say Hello
Fifteen minutes. That is the extent of my “spare” time this morning. I’ve been busy. And I have written some blog posts, but…I haven’t posted them.They are horrible. I don’t like them. Not at all. I was trying to be funny and fell flat on my literary face. A little bumped and bruised in theContinue reading “Popping in to Say Hello”
Lovely Day for a…Power Walk?
Her name is Velvet. She is 14.3hands(or 59 inches at the shoulder), a lovely deep brown- so deep it should be called black, with a long flowing mane and tail; she is an excellent example of her breed: the Morgan Horse. You know…Justin Morgan had a horse. Yeah I drank too much of the Kool-AidContinue reading “Lovely Day for a…Power Walk?”
Nancie Abuhaidar 